My 2010

I was still thinking that i should write this post in English or in Chinese...
Hmm...my English not that good..
Maybe i will change to chinese when i think that i can't change those feelings into English...
this post gonna be a long post..
if you are not interested,
you may move your cursor to your right..
and click the red button...


2010, was a very bad year, for me....
a lot of things happened...
and a lot of people has changed...
i don't know is this a good sign...
but the only thing that i can do is accept everything, isn't it?
Along the year,
i have happy memories with my family and of course my friends...
It will always be with me..
I'm sure that good luck is not always be with you...
you need some bad luck to let you know...
You need to be cherish to everything before its too late...this sentence sounds so wrong...
I'm very regret because when I know this...
and try to do so...
the person who i wanted to cherish
is not with me anymore...


My life is an exciting adventure...
I'll never know whats gonna happen next...
When my life goes on...
I can meet a lot of people..
A lot of people will leave me too...
I get to know this through a book...
and now i know and i'm trying to understand...
the message that carry by the book....
Is it too late?


Hmm...should swift the language to Chinese led...
I just don't know how to continue with English...


2010年装着我太多太多的回忆
一年里，
发生了好多事
它让我笑，也让我哭
那些一起大声地笑得日子，
清晰地在我脑里放映着
属于我们的歌，
也正在不停地播放
就让它继续吧！
因为我也不想让它停！


我有时会开始后悔，
我当初的不用功，
带来的影响。
我想向小叮当借时光机
重新再来一遍！
可是，
却没有人知道小叮当在那里！


2010年发生了太多事
其中一部分是我不想提起的。
但是，
快乐的还是占多数！
我好感激上天
让我的身边，
常常都充斥着笑声。


本来想回忆2010所发生的事，却变成这段莫名其妙的文字！
当我在2011年的12月31日写回我在2011的生活时，
也会这样吗？但愿不会！

forgetful

I am more and more forgetful these day... one of the symptoms for Alzheimer?

LOL...i'm still young!

i better record what i've done these few days before i forget..haha...

cut my hair last week....but regretted for the decision...T.T

went to Prisca's church's Christmas Party with So Jiun...

counted as a happy day!lol..

thanks to Prisca's dad for the lift!

sang k with So Jiun, Prisca and Nadine at IOI's Red Box...

but the stupid bus came late which spoilt my mood..

waited for more than 45 minutes...was kinda angry but what to do...

went to Saujana's Prom on the 21th...

guess what...

i wore high heels!!!

OMG...my leg pained for the next day!

So Jiun looked nice that day!leng luii~~

some of them were like..."SOJIUN!!! you look different today!!" =)

she wore a pair of HIGH heels too...she's tall that day!lol

erm..will upload some of the photos here when i got it...

because i FORGOT to bring my camera...how forgetful i am..

got a big surprise from my best friend when i was in my primary school...

met her there and chatted...miss those precious moments we went thru' together...

everyone turned crazy after the dance floor is opened...

me and So Jiun too...teehee..

danced till took off our heels..a lot of girls did that..

by the way..thanks to So Jiun's mum for the lift!

did nothing for the Christmas....

but started to work few days ago...

a simple job for me...which i can work at home..

still don't know the pay yet...haha..

forgot to ask...==

looking forward for the next outing...=)

kinda bored at home...

要病了~

发烧的征兆持续几天了....
好辛苦~~
刚考完大考，要去玩的时候竟然给我生病？！
我的天啊！我也太不好运了吧！
应该是考的时候喝太少水了吧，
唉....我会不会太弱了啊？！
那么容易就生病...
希望可以快点好起来
健健康康地参加prom...
加油！lol...XP

今天剪了头发，

却开始有点讨厌新发型...

我好像蛮善变的？！

I'm FREEEEE!!!!

The lazy blogger is finally back to her own home...

phew....has stop blogging for few months d...

haha...

will try to get use on it again...

sit for last science subject today..

and SPM is almost over...

HOORAY!!

now looking forward to the outing with SoJiun...

mwahaha..

and waiting for NTV7's Star Live Concert..

and..

JJ's 8th album's first Sale event...

i can see sunlight for my future life after SPM..XP

Aiyorr...I think i should give up already..

Writing in Chinese is much more easier...

i don't think i will update my blog so often d..haiz..

kinda lazy and don't know what to post d..

looking forward to the Prom night..lalala...

我想去！！！

想去，却不能去！！为什么要在 Times Square 呢？
要打给My Fm 赢取JJ SUPER TOUR VIP邀請函了。加油！！
可是，我有那么幸运打得进吗？？

JJ 100天 [音乐实录] SUPER TOUR 2010
9月3日 - Auto-City, Penang - 8.30pm
9月4日 - One Borneo, KK Sabah - 8pm
9月5日 - Berjaya Times Square, KL -7pm

JJ,你几时才会再来呢？

我如果错过这一次，

还会有下一次的机会吗？

我实在有够苯的！

真不知道，之前的我，怎么会那么容易相信你呢？
看看最近的所作所为，我，真的觉得：
“ 我实在有够苯的！”
这种事情，不都是小心眼的女人才会做的吗？


其实，我早该发现的
却一直因为相信你
而视而不见。
朋友，不是拿来让你当傻瓜耍的！
朋友，也不是让你拿来当陪衬品的！
朋友，不是让你把他对你的信任，踩在脚下的！


对你说过的话，我真的不知道
我还应该相信吗？
在你对“她们”所做过的事情里
我真的不觉得
这是身为一个朋友所应该做的事。


我也不知道我在气什么
可能，被你很过分地对待的“她们”
是我的好朋友
而你，
更是我“曾经”的朋友。


对朋友的信任
在被你彻底地瓦解后，
很难再补救回来
然后回到从前。

Great!!

Had a great afternoon with SiJie at IOI Mall...
But if HuiYing can follow will make it more perfect..
SiJie wanna sing K with me...
But too bad I'm wearing school uniform which was not allowed to go Red Box..

We've waited for the bus for almost half an hour...
This cause us to be late to IOI...
And both of us were hungry...
Once we stepped in IOI...
We headed to "Wong Kok" to had our lunch...
We ate and chatted there...
Later..just hanging around in IOI...
Then my dad came and brought me home at 6....

我相信..

在网上看到那么一句话

“只有懂得爱自己的人，

才有去爱人和被爱的资格！”

说的真对，不是吗？

你们，是那样的人吗？

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我喜欢，

有太阳的，蓝色的

天空<3

Car Washing

Had a great time washing cars at Leo
with Nadine and Maple..
Hopefully this will be the most memorable one...
If the teacher doesn't nagging non-stop at us..
I think we will have a greater time...
Anyway...today super tired...
This was the first time I spent only HALF AN HOUR
to wash a car...
But don't know the car was as clean as what the teacher expected or not...X)
Washed two cars today...
Two cars which were full of scratches...XP

Skipped "kawad kaki" today...
Hopefully I know the steps on Monday's rehearsal...

love your smile...=)

hope can always see this...

b'cause..

it can cheer me up...

我的17岁

17岁所带给我的

只不过是有一种

我终于长大了！的错觉

因为在我的认知里

17岁，不过是我人生的一部份

一个属于美好的那一部分

不过

我好像也在慢慢地觉得

17岁，并没有我想像的那么美

却不知道为什么有这个想法

然而

在慢慢流失的时间里

在它走向毕业的那一天

我却开始舍不得

和朋友们相处的时光

人，总是不懂得珍惜

失去了，才发现自己的苯

不会珍惜

希望，我能学会

珍惜我身边的人，事，物

*又打了一堆废话。。。

七月了~

七月
对我而言
是一个橙色的月份
为什么呢？
我也不知道
我的感觉认为它是橙色的
对它
也不知道算不算得上喜欢
有时还会希望
七月
永远都不要到来
哈，好矛盾哦

今年的我
不喜欢七月~


*哈哈，又写了一堆废话。

Back

Peiyi is back!!!!
Time flies...
Holidays gonna end tomorrow...
sigh..i gonna miss you madly..

Went to Prefects Camp which was located at Dusun Eco Resort
The facilities there were suxx!!
Especially the toilet...
And the food...
When i had my meal there...
I miss my mum's cooking...
But..
the activities there were fun..
This was my first time for "Rakit Building"...
It was fun but the bad thing is...
Not everyone had the chance to play...
Jialu uploaded the photos in Facebook..
Visit her Facebook profile for photos...

Went to Taylor's Lakeside Campus on 16.06.2010
to attend the "College Life in One Day" programme..
Although the first and second talk which were about "Foundation in Science"
and "Biomedical" were boring..
Because I'm not interested in these two subjects...
But we did two experiments..
One was about bacteria thingy...
Another was food battery..
The campus was freaking nice...
With complete facilities....
Me and Nadine enjoyed the whole programme..i believe she does..
Got to knew four new friends...
But i know two names only..
Forgot to asked the other two...
We had an exciting activity..
Which was..
You'll be given an egg, newspaper,thread,cellophane tapes,scissors,and sticks
You need to design a model
which can protect your egg not to crack or break when u throw it down from certain floor
Me and Nadine formed a group with our two new friends which were from SMK Bukit Jalil
They were Angeline and Vicknesh...
Our group designed a "special" model..
It was something like a box...
First,we threw it from the seventh floors to the fifth floors...
Our's survived
Next,we threw from ninth floor to the fifth floor...
Our's survived again...teehee...
Finally,we got second place in this activity...

Don't know what to do..

Got no plan for holidays....
Maybe sleep until super late...
Maybe hanging out with friends....
Maybe...
I've no idea...
But..
i still LOVE HOLIDAYS!!!!

学会。珍惜

刚刚看了一个女生的blog...

她的老公在最近的一场车祸中去世了

而且，

她才十八岁..

男方也才十九...

好可惜...

我从来没想过...

“如果我变成回忆”

是那么地悲

在她的诠释下

我对这首歌所要带出的意思

完全改了...

希望她能加油咯！

我想

我真的应该学会“珍惜”

珍惜我身边的人

珍惜一切~

lonely

越来越不想说话

可是话好像还很多

似乎被人忽略了
可能
我很讨人厌吧？
还是...
我很烦？
活在自己的世界里
好像会比较好
至少
不会被是非影响
不会受伤害

i'm back..

The lazy blog owner is finally back...=)
But i will be disappear again for a long period...
Because....EXAM IS COMING!!!ahhhhhhhhh!!!!

Lee Chong Wei lose in the semi-final dy...
sad la...
Hope he can beat Lin Dan one day....hehe...

i got it!!!

Got this yesterday....

haha...thx daddy...<3

Although i wanted the blue one...

Not this...

But...finally i found out that this was better than blue...

hehe...

Whats wrong with me?

I was so tired this morning...
Can't believe that i felt asleep during CHEMISTRY class...
OMG...luckily she didn't notice me and woke me up...
or else...it will be so damn embarrassing...

Feel so tired these few days....
Maybe i slept too late?
haiz....
don't wanna fall asleep in class during P&P once again ...
-__-

无题

当我在拥有了那么多后
依然后悔于失去的那么一点点
我是不是太斤斤计较了呢？

今天
才发现到
原来
我一直没有拥有过某些东西
我却曾经天真的以为
那些
是真正存在过
呵，好傻...
但是，我很快乐

当我往回望
就会发现到
其实
一切已经变得无所谓了

changed.

lots of my friends have changed...

no matter their appearance...

or attitude...

is this good?

maybe yes...maybe no...

i guess...

i'm one of them...

hope these were good changes...

iloveit..

haha....
I found out that...
i love volleyball more than basketball...
lolx....i also don't know why...
both sports are fun..
but..
i just love it..

*craps...=)

apologize

Feel so sorry to two peoples....
first...
i sincerely apologize to what i've done to you...
i know it may hurt you...
So i apologize to you...
Because of my immature in handling something....
Because i didn't feel cherish to our friendship...
Now only i know...
non of us are perfect..
Including you and me...

Second...
I don't know how to start and what to say...
and you might not see this...
But...
I wanna say this...
"I'M SO SORRY.."

我的心情~

哈，好久没有用华语来post了...
似乎有点忘了咯
言归正传
其实
我好像常常把自己锁在一个壳里
不让，也不想
让别人窥探
壳里的世界
我真正的想法
应该不多人知道吧
有时我很紧张
却没有人知道
因为
他们总认为我行
但其实
我有时也会没把握
也想有人替我分担，

我有时
并不像外表那样开心
却没有人发现到
我不想再躲在壳里了

I suppose to..but i...

I suppose to do my Eng. oral presentation now...

But i still blogging here...

sigh...i do my work last minute again....

No improvement at all...T_T

Hope can finish it by 12..

Don't wanna saw those earthquake's photos already...

kinda weird for facing it whole night...

gonna back to my work dy..

-ciaoz...-

Happy Birthday to JJ..!

since i can't say it to you...

so i post it here...

although you won't see this...

once again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

must stay happy always...

erm...

don't know what to wish dy...

stays healthy too...

don't wanna you to be sick again...

I WANT THIS!!!!!

JJ gonna has his party tonight...
at 8.00 p.m...
I wanna go but too bad its at Taipei....
and the photos are the souvenirs for today's party...
only fans that having "JJ Party's" ticket are allow to buy...
Taiwan's fans are so lucky...
can get it..
so post it here to share with you guys...

this t-shirt has two colours..

which are black and white..

but i prefer white more..

Whats going on?

March should be a good month for me....

But why so many unhappy things happened recently?

Try to hold my tears tight in my eyes.....

kinda disappointed with something...

so..

Whats going on??

can you tell me?

i will still feel emo sometimes...

try hard to not to be that emo..

but..failed...

Where is the happy girl?

the girl who always having a smile on her face??

wanna go back to the past...

The happy memories we used to have....

I miss it...

But it will never comes back...

i promise...

i will try...

not to be that emo...

i will..

always smile in front of everyone..

The 100th post!!!

lolx...

Once again...

I think i'm too free...

Thats why i'm here to type this post...

ok....i know its..craps..

School reopen

and I do nothing today...

Wasting me and my friends time chitchatting...XD

Got few papers back too...

Satisfied to one of them ONLY....

gonna ciaoz...

having tuition later...

nothing..

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!

lolx..

i think i'm too free so i post this stupid thing...

More posts coming soon....

A bit busy these few days

and

saved a lot of drafts here...

hope can complete everything soon...

=)

Sports Day....

This will be my last year taking part for Sports Day....
So I won't miss it....since i'm so active...cheh...X)
Reached school as usual...
But bit late..
When i reached...They were practicing already...
But i'm the one who holding the "sepanduk"
So...Nothing for me to practice..sounds pro but the truth is: i'm not pro AT ALL...
This year's formation is soooo nice...
But we got third A.G.A.I.N....sad case lar...
No more chance for me to win in the marching competition...sigh..
Luckily...
My red house got CHAMPION once again....
Or else...i will be super disappointed wei...
I took part in 2 events only..
And got a third for "lompat jauh"...its enough...
My task for this year...A camera girl...lolx...
Took a lot of photo...
But Jing Hui took more..so they use jing hui's one not mine...sad...i took until my camera no battery le...
So...
A big congrate to all red house and blue house members...
And..
BSMM...you guys are really great...i envy larr...i'm just kidding..

*photos already uploaded in my Facebook...so i won't upload it here...

=)

A Late HAPPY BIRTHDAY to everyone...

Ang Pau Hunting...

We met at Grace's house at 10.30 a.m
After everyone reached.....
We divided into two groups...
1 followed Danial's car and 1 followed Khang Zheng's car....
We headed to Giant to had our breakfast....
Then...we headed to Elaine's house.....
Her mother treated us very well....
And her house was so cosy....i ♥ her house so much..=)
Next..
We went to Iven's house....
The small girl and the baby boy in his house were sooooo cute....
He and his brother followed us to Khang Zheng's house...
But he went back after that to "chau zai and chau lui"...sorry Iven...
We went to Gabriel's house before came to my house....
His mum even cooked 'mi fen' for us....its delicious...
We took a lot of photos at my house....
Some are funny....will upload the photos if i got it..
Rachel's house was the second last house....
Her house was sooooo big....
We played cards there until 5.50p.m.
Last..
We went to Maple's house...
And I was so tired when I reached her house....
Almost fall asleep in her house....
Grace,Lee Ann and Maple went out for dinner at Mamak...
While the others include me went back home...
I'm tired yet happy today...

Flute...

I have no idea when was the last time i use my flute....

It used to be the best way to release my pressure....

But now??

I busy with my home works....

Busy with my tuition...

Busy with my random stuff...

and...

bla..bla..bla...

I think I've forgot my skill....

forgot my basics....

forgot how happy I am when i'm still in orchestra...

I hope....

I won't leave my flute aside again...

I miss...

a girl who always smile happily....

-me-

Yesterday...Today....Tomorrow...

Hmm....this might be a long post....
If you're not interested in it...
You may leave here....I won't feel sad...seriously...=)


YESTERDAY
Final for 800m,4x400m,"lompat jauh"(long jump?!) and shot put helded yesterday....
I taking part in 800m and long jump(?!).....
That was my first time to run 800m....nervous....
The event that i usually taking part in is 400m.....
and...
800m is twice the distance of 400m...
I've tried my best to run but i still lose...
I found out yesterday that i was so useless....haiz....

SiJie went back to school yesterday too....
I didn't tell anyone that she's coming back...
So..it was a big surprise to everyone....
But the bad thing is...
I saw her during eng. lesson....
Can't went out of the class to met her....T_T
Luckily she came back at 2.20pm...
I lied to hui ying too...
I asked her to stay back after school because I know SiJie will come back later....
But the excuse i used was super lame....
Sorry huiying.... but it was truth too...
SiJie gave me a ring too...
But its a bit too small..
Anyway....
Thanks ya...

Thanks for being there...

Your support is important for me....

That let me completed my run although i'm tired...

TODAY

High jump's final helded this morning....
Pei Teng took part too....

But lose....

Hope you can win next year ya....

By the way...

everyone did a great job....

Although red house lose at category P2...

But it was a good try....

Not many homeworks to do....

So i can celebrate my CNY happier....

Too bad SiJie can't manage to come back to school once again....

I got a lot of things wanted to share with her....

Hope I can meet her soon.....

Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be the eve of CNY....

Any plan???

I might be having my dinner at my aunt's house....

But i don't think this year's CNY will better than last year's....

Wish everyone an early Happy Chinese New Year ya...

Can't meet you for few days....

Gonna miss u badly....=)

如果

如果
当初我没有参与
会不会有不一样的今天？

如果
当初我没有那么主动
会不会像现在这样？

如果
当初我没有做那样的选择
我会不会后悔？

如果
当初我没有放手
你会不会怪我？

可是
我已经不能重来了
后悔了
也于事无补....

Super Junior

I don't know why i like them so much recently...
especially this 2 songs...
always popped out when i'm doing home works

想念...那段日子

我曾经在学校的操场上
挥洒我的活力
不甘平凡地
在我的中学生涯中
画下色彩
因为我不想将来会后悔
所以
才拼命地参赛
让自己的中学生涯
不留下遗憾
虽然
我一次次地受伤
有时痛得我流泪
却从未后悔
只因为
我真的热爱运动
虽然我不是最厉害的那个
却也谢谢老师愿意给我机会
让我得到这些回忆

在操场上奔跑的那段日子
是我最珍贵的回忆之一
永远不会忘记
赢得的那些掌声
与
那份悸动

我还想拥有那些掌声

却已经没了机会...

或许

是我不会争取吧...

还是

我已经没了那份实力？

I'm tired

Got a lot of things to do recently....
And tans of homework waiting for me...
Can i just give up?
But I will regret after N years...
Facing some problems too...
I hope i can solve it earlier...
Don't wanna think of it already...
I'm tired....
Where is the place that doesn't has these annoying things?
I really need it...
Escape from this place...
To a place that more peaceful....
But I don't know where is it..
Can anyone tell me?

Dissected the frog

I know its one of the syllabus
And every form 5 need to do that
But don't u know dissect the frog that was still alive is very cruel?
The frog was suffering...but nobody knows....
Although I don't scared of looking at the frog...
But still can't understand
Why they put this as our syllabus...
Don't wanna talk much about that....
Still feel sorry to that frog....

那份精神....在那里？

你今天的表现
真的不是很好
连我都察觉了
不满了
或许你真的不适合
为什么不让给其他人呢？
为何你不想想
你真的适合吗？
若你做得好
根本不会引起争议
但
很明显的
你让我
开始后悔
当初的决定

因为某些原因
你不肯和别人合作
可是
你的声音
在偌大的草场
要让30人听见
很难
我真的希望
你还记得
当初的那份精神
和坚持

Teamwork

今天
去了操步练习
发现到我们之间
少了一些东西
没了以往那么团结
不像以往那么注重teamwork
说不失望
是骗人的
我在童子军拥有太多太多的回忆
所以
我真的不希望
这种情形发生
但是
又能如何？
我又能做什么？

Road Run 2010

This was my last chance to taking part in road run....
Don't want to make myself regret after it..
So I hope I can get at least top 20 and finally I did it...

Got 13th this year...its good enough for me...
Almost fainted...but luckily I completed it by myself...not by PBSM's ..^.*
Congratulations Xin Yi, Xia Hong and Kai Ling....
Because they were in top 20 too..
Everyone did a great job...
And...
Red House got CHAMPION again~~~~
This was the fifth year we got it....yeepee...
I thought red house was hopeless for champion but luckily no....
This result surprised everyone...i meant red house members and teachers...
Because our attendance wasn't that good...

Had good memories at Saturday....
Hope everyone enjoyed theirselves....
Although the distance changed to 5.1 km...
But everyone managed to completed it...congratz...
What happened at Saturday will always on my mind....

I saw you smiling happily that day....

and...

I will always remember your smile...

Today

Something that make me felt embarrassing happened....
I hate this kind of feeling....
And hope you will esteem and think of how i feel....
I always respect you although i don't really like you....
But i just can't agree you ask who's the owner for the essay....
I don't mind you share it in front of everyone and tell everyone about my mistakes in the essay...

*this post is quite short....but i want to express my feelings only....i know i might have some grammar mistakes....please ever remind me...

First Post in year 2010...

My year-end holidays finished yesterday....
School reopen today....
Do nothing in school except chit chating with my girls....
Feel sad because different class with Mei Hui and Yoke Hsia....
Not that fun anymore...
Got homework although today is the first day we back to school....
Because Ms. Singam won't be around for this week...hooray...party time....

Nothing special happened in school....
So don't know what to share here....
Found out that my post was getting shorter and shorter....
Is it due to my laziness???idk...

Another new year...

Bye bye 2009 and welcome 2010....
Happy New Year to everyone....
Whoa....
This year gonna be an important year for me....
Gonna sit for SPM....
Hope can get good results....Counted as my new year wish...
Other than that...
Hope everyone stay happy everyday....
And every friends can score flying colours in their exam....
I think thats all...