"brother"???

suddenly found out that...
i'm just a "brother" for u...
not a girl...
how hurt it is...
do u know that what i want....
is just be a girl infront of you...
but sorry...
i cann't do that...
because once i'm not your "brother"...
i won't be so close with u...
just like now...rite??
i shouldn't pick up your call...
and ur sms that day...
then i will not be so hurt like now.....
i will give up...
just give up...
donn't worry...
i will did what i've promised....