"brother"???

suddenly found out that...
i'm just a "brother" for u...
not a girl...
how hurt it is...
do u know that what i want....
is just be a girl infront of you...
but sorry...
i cann't do that...
because once i'm not your "brother"...
i won't be so close with u...
just like now...rite??
i shouldn't pick up your call...
and ur sms that day...
then i will not be so hurt like now.....
i will give up...
just give up...
donn't worry...
i will did what i've promised....

Happy Birthday..

Happy Birthday to..
JJ that celebrated his birthday at 27th of March..
and u..
that celebrated your birthday yesterday....
will you forgive me for not celebrating your birthday with you??
i don't think so..
because i promised to celebrate with you but i forgot my promise already...
but you might not be dissapointed..
because..the girl you like will be beside you..
and singing birthday song..
giving you birthday wishes..right??
i hope i was the girl..
the only girl you give your caring to..
the only girl in your sight...
anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!!
My favorite singer and u.......

Tagged by Eilyn and Si Jie-100 truths

001. Real name → Low Pei Yi
002. Nickname(s)→ xiao zhu [by y huiying n yie kin],doraemon [bcz my fingers are short..samuel..i hate this name..], ms floor mouse [ by CJ n y huiying]
003. Zodiac sign → Cancer
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Tadika Eduland
007. Middle School → SJK (C) Choong Wen
008. High School → SMK Seksyen 4
009. College School → Still studying in high school
010. Hair color → Black...
011. Long or short → I donn't know my hair considered long hair or short hair..
012. Loud or Quiet → Depends...
013. Sweats or Jeans →Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Maybe..
016. Drink or Smoke? → No..i hate both..
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes...
055. Waiting for → My dream phone belongs to me..

FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ Depends..
059. Want to get married? → Depends..
060. Careers in mind → Interior design..

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes..
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller..I'm short enough already and I donn't need somebody that shorter than me...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → I prefer romantic more..
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms..
074. Sensitive or loud→ Half of both..
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship..
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → No..

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes..
081. Ran away from home → No...and not interested in it...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No...
083. Killed somebody → No....Never...
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes....
085. Been arrested → No....
087. Cried when someone died → Yes...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes...
090. Miracles → Yes....Especially i'm in difficulty...
091. Love at first sight → No...
092. Heaven → Not really...
093. Santa Claus → No...
094 Tooth Fairy → No...
095. Kiss on the first date→ No...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Sometimes not..
099. Do you believe in God → Yes...
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
-CJ
-Joanne
-Mei
-How
-Anyone which is interested with it..

holiday....

finally...
my first holidays came...
i've wait for this holidays for so long already...
although just an one week break...
but still feel so happy of it..
got a bit miss school life..
because nothing to do at home...
nobody can chat with me....
n laugh crazily with me..

yesterday's scout...

i hate yesterday's scout....just because Ms Singam was there...who is she??since when she become our scout's advice teacher??Does she know whats ko-korikulum for??talking craps for so long..wasting our time only..i was late for few minutes because i'm helping teacher in bilik discipline..and the bell haven't ring...i donn't know scout started earlier...nobody tell me...why she donn't listen to my explaination first before she want me to do pumping??i donn't really mind to do that if i'm wrong..but is helping teacher considere as wrong???we just kawad kawad and kawad for yesterday's scout...and been scolded by a man that we havn't seen him before...the first time he came...and he scolded us..called us to use our brain...ok..i know you donn't have brain..donn't know where ms. Singam found him..if he still coming for the following meetings...i think i should ponteng already...although i love scout so much...

homeworks...

homeworks getting more and more...but i not regret for choosing science...although i lost my time to listen to my favorite songs...i lost my time to hang out with friends...i lost my time to surf the internet...i lost my time to read my novels...it sounds like i lost almost all the things i like..but i receive the rewards..i can finished my homework on time...i can hand in my homework on time...isn't it a good thing???now,my life was full of homeworks,books and formulaes...

i hope...

i hope..
i can see your smile come back to your face..
i hope...
i was the only person in your sight...
i hope..
you wun leave me alone again in the starting point...
i hope..
i hope everything i hope will gain true...